Verse 14 - Paul's caustic use of language is what makes reading his rebuke or praise to others so enjoyable. However in this verse, you can detect true caring mixed with his almost arrogant attitude. He truly means what he says as always. However, it is almost as if he is trying to explain himself here. He sent Onesimus back, despite wanting him to stay, because he didn't want to cause any possible further offense than might have occurred already.
Verse 15 - Then in case Philemon is still upset, he adds that it might possibly have been God's will that his slave, Onesimus, had run away. That he would return as more than a slave, but a Christian. That for whatever reason, something had held him back from truly knowing and returning Christ's love.
I can understand that. Being in an environment you grew up in or are really familiar and comfortable with can lead to complacency. You are not willing to look further to learn and grow character-wise. When I came to South Korea, I had all my ideas challenged. I have the freedom now to do so much but am in a culture that unbalances me by default. This is forcing me to learn and think for myself. I believe God sent me away from the country, family, and friends I love to be out of my comfort zone. All so that I could grow. Now when I return, I will be a better person for those who miss me as well as for those I have yet to meet.
This is a place where I am study God's Word for myself. I am a bit of a historian so also including some research into the culture of the times and people that I come across as I read the Bible will be here too. This is just a way for me to share what I learn with others as well as feel like I am being held accountable for keeping up with my devotions. I am lazy by nature and need that small check and balance.
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