Desire to Visit Rome
8 First, I thank my God through Jesus Christ for you all, that your faith is spoken of throughout the whole world. 9 For God is my witness, whom I serve with my spirit in the gospel of His Son, that without ceasing I make mention of you always in my prayers, 10 making request if, by some means, now at last I may find a way in the will of God to come to you. 11 For I long to see you, that I may impart to you some spiritual gift, so that you may be established— 12 that is, that I may be encouraged together with you by the mutual faith both of you and me.
13 Now I do not want you to be unaware, brethren, that I often planned to come to you (but was hindered until now), that I might have some fruit among you also, just as among the other Gentiles. 14 I am a debtor both to Greeks and to barbarians, both to wise and to unwise. 15 So, as much as is in me, I am ready to preach the gospel to you who are in Rome also.
This is the passage I wanted to look at tonight. I'm constantly trying to remember to look for Jesus as well as insights into how I should live. Our relationships impact our lives. So our relationship with God, as it is the most important, should impact our lives the most. Anyrate, without further ado, let's look at this.
I love how this passage starts. When we live our lives, we are not supposed to seek glory and praise if it leads to vanity. Pride in superficial versus pride in a job well done is hard to sometimes separate.
Yet it we are to be known for something, having it be for our relationship with God is the highest praise. It brings honor to God which is where our focus is already.
He mentions that he serves God with his spirit. I want to do a study at some point about the spirit. Old Testament says that a soul/spirit is a physical body plus breath of God. New Testament indicates it is either more or something else. If you have Bible texts you feel would help me, put them in the comments and I will do a post of that topic at a future date.
Let us continue. I love how despite how deeply he desires to visit his friends, he is willing to only do so if it is God's will. I'm not a fan of the idea that God micromanages or only has that one specific career path for you or only that one person who is your True Love (sucks for the kid who got hit and killed in grade school by a car... that thinking means either he didn't have a True Love or his True Love now will live lonely without a spouse). I believe God knows what several options will make us most happy and let's us choose. I also believe that if we set aside our lives to serve specifically him as this writer has done, that preaching as he does, that God is leading him more than we would possibly be lead if we weren't leaders. I'm off track, let me re-state: Despite the writer's desire to visit dear friends, he waits for God knowing that there may be something else he could do to better serve God before he visits. He places his mission and life's task before personal desires. That is astounding. I know if I so much as skip a meal, I'm what they call "hangry" and demanding food. So pretty impressed by this guy.
Then to top that off, he isn't going to just visit them for the sake of tourist activities or hanging out. He wants to give them a spiritual gift (not expensive souvenirs but something not physically touchable) so that they are encouraged. And then by them being encouraged, he would be encouraged. I really wonder why kind of spiritual gifts he might have wanted to impart. If I knew that, I think I would better understand how that was encouragement for both parties.
I love how he ends this passage. He didn't write this letter because of remembered them out of the blue. Instead, he wrote after thinking of them often and trying to come see them many times previous. How inspiring!
If I had a friend who wanted to see me that badly, I could not harbor any bitterness that my friend had spent time with others instead. This writer also mentions that he was preaching with Greeks and barbarians. This is monumental...
He not only was in contact with and preaching the Gospel to Greeks, Romans, and those who speak Latin... but also to barbarians. In that culture at the time this letter was written, this would have been anyone who didn't hold to Roman customs nor speak Latin. The 5 major groups that we are familiar with today were Huns, Franks, Vandals, Visigoths, and Saxons. Just where did he travel and with whom did he speak? From a historical perspective, this is pretty cool. And to calm his friends with reassurances of his love for them if those are the types of cultures he was with is an insight into why he opened his letter the way he did.
So what do I see of Jesus in this? I see Him as reassuring, considerate, thoughtful, open to communication, and loving. Humans are poor representations of the God they serve, but characteristics still shine through :)